--{{Lil` Miss V}}--

Treat Her Right.

2012-01-29T12:19:00.003+08:00

There is only one girl in a lifetime of a guys's,
that will sincerely truly love him. No matter how
much you make her cry or angry, she'll never leave your side.
She will give everything she has, just to see you smile.
You may have dated a 100 girls, have 100 ex-girlfriends,
sleep with 100 girls, but remember,none of those girls
would ever love you like how she does. Because they aren't
in your life anymore. And anyway, they don't matter a thing
to you also. They aren't there to cry for you in your sorrows,
or laugh with you in your happiness.

So if you think that you can play around with all the wrong ones,
and to settle you want a good & virtuous girl, go fuck youself!
Listen up. A guy needs nothing more than a sincere good girl,
to complete his life but it's your own stupidity,
if you cheat the girl of your life just for a whore of the night,
because it shows you are such a disgusting animal.

A good girl who deserves better chooses you,
just because she believes that one day, you'll love her
like how she does and understand that nothing can be comparable
to the love she has for you, and that you'll commit.
Treat a girl like how you want your dad to treat your mum.

And if a girl loses her virginity to you,
have the mentality to ONLY sleep with her,
for the rest of your live because,
a girl sacrifices herself because she loves
you more than herself. As a real man,
respect her and love her like how you love your mum.

That is all I can say and,
it is up to you if you wish to behave like a man,
or an animal.

My babyboo!

2011-12-13T11:52:00.004+08:00

I miss my boyfriend so much!
First time in my life ,
I've fallen for a boy head over heels!

I feel horrible .

2011-09-29T15:06:00.002+08:00

Why does he have to hurt me more & more ?
I can feel my heart crying .
It's aching so badly .

Do I deserve this ?
To be hurt countless of times ?
Yet , my heart only wants him .

No matter what he does ,
I still forgive him ,
when he makes my world turn upside down .
Even when I have a choice not to .

First time in my life ,
I am loving someone too much .
But he is the one hurting me the most .

:'(

Visit to Chinatown .

2011-09-27T17:14:00.002+08:00

Hi !

Today for my lunch ,
I , hailley & Siti toured
around chinatown . Damn .
The sun was hot but we had fun .

A couple of good deals
could be found there .

And the south bridge mariamman temple
was preparing for the fire-walking ceremony
it seems . they were putting the barriers .
If I'm not wrong , the fire-walking ceremony
would be around the 2nd week of october .

I SO WANT TO GO .
But ! Must lose weight before that !
So that I will look nice ! (:
Teehees .

I am so bored at work .
I've got nothing to do !
I'm too free !

And good thing ,
norman requires me to do for him a
insurance based project ,
so I will be working here
in this office until december !
Wheeee ! (:

And after 4 days , Suria & I
are finally back to normal .
Thank Gawd .

The Only Exception .

2011-09-26T11:49:00.003+08:00

There is this one boy ,
in my life right now .

And no matter how badly he hurts my heart
or he ignores me ,
I can't seem to stop being in love with him .

He doesn't have anything
that I wanted my dream guy to have .

But I think even if I found my dream guy ,
I would not love him like how I love this boy .

Anyone can tell me ,
how to stop falling for him hard ?

Why ?

2011-09-25T22:58:00.002+08:00

Suria ,

Why do you like doing this to me ?
One day you treat me like I'm the
only girl left in the world to love ,
and one day you'll treat me like I'm
invisible .

It hurts to think that I love ou
more than you'll ever love me
and understand how much of love
I actually have for you .

I can't be like you .
I can never neglect you .
Yes I act like I do ,
but never in my heart & mind .

You mean so much to me .
But I feel like dying when
I think that I'm only
a fucking option to you .

Why can't you just
make me happy everytime ?
You make me happy for a week .
And then after that , you'll
disappoint me so much .

My heart is really hurt .
I just feel like crying out now .
But I know how much I cry ,
you'll never listen .

I am trying my best to make yoou
happy in whatever aspects to make
you happy , but for you ,
your own happiness is more important
than mine's .

Today's our 1 year and 10 months .
But you forgot it , as usual .
What am I asking from you .
Am I asking for too much ?
Just doing a little sacrifices
and small little gestures .
Is that alot that I'm asking ?

Please suria .
You can stay for 3 days without
talking to me properly .
But do you know I'm going crazy ?

If you don't want me .
Because you're sick & tired .
Please tell me straight and leave .
Don't play with my feelings .

It is very easy for you .
Because I'm not giving you
the amount of mental torture you give me .
Some more , you can ask me why am I emo-ing ?

Don't you know it is because of you ?
Fuck . My heart is really so pain now .
If you're going to give me more pain ,
I swear I'm going to do something to myself
or just go MIA from you totally .

Freaking sad !

2011-09-23T10:35:00.003+08:00

Hello blog .
I feel very sad ! :'(

My boyfyy is going to leave
me alone & go army !

WHY ?

I'm going to miss him like fuck !

He is so involved in my life .
I place my mum & him as first priority in my life .

Now how am I going to take it ??
I cannot talk or text him like before all .
And he is still a child at heart & I don't know
how is he going to take the harsh activities in camp !

And he can get influenced fastt !
Hopefully he doesn't change to the worst
after going there !

You know what's the worst part ?
He is going tekong & it's on the Nov 24th !
Nov 25th is my 2nd year anniversary !!
Haisss !

My life is going to feel very void soon !

Stuck with each other .

2011-09-22T13:19:00.003+08:00

Hello !
How are you doing ?
Well currently my life is good .
I am working & earning .

I have also found the love of my life
& I want him to be with me
throughout my entire life
cos only he in this entire world
can make me happy .
Gawd . I just love him like mad .
If he asks me to go & jump down
to prove his love for him also
I wouldn't mind .
My love for him is that true & strong .

And , oh guess what .
My so called bestyy & her new found hawt boyfy
broke up within 3 days !?!
Like what the fuck luh .
She was bragging on how lucky she is
to get such a awesome guy all..
LOL . It was expected actually .

Vanessa is back !

2011-09-16T17:56:00.005+08:00

Hello there !
I am back .
Hahaha .
Gawd . Have been really very
busy these few months..
caught up with work & dramas .
I miss blogging !
I have got nothing interesting
to update you with actually .

Just that I am still going
with my sweetheart , Suria !
Yeah . That achimomo babychayanq ! Hehe .
It would be our 1 year and 10 months in 9 days .
Cute larhs that pig (:

Well I got something to tell you too .
It's a secret . So ssshhhh..
Well something happened between us .
On the June 14th 2011 6:00am in the morning .
3 days before I turn 18 .
And I think you know what I mean .
Yes . I lost my virginity to him .
I sometimes regret it ,
like I was special & I could have keep it
with me until marriage & give it away .

But you know , things just happened .
But I love him & I don't regret giving it to him .
I love him more than my life .
And I know I can't live without him .
I think it's okay to make love with someone
whom you really love . But well ,
its up to them whether they wanna love you
or throw you after that .
But I'm happy as I know I lost it to someone
whom I value more than my life rather
than losing to some motherfucker .
And I feel contented .

I just feel very guilty towards my mum .
My mum has so much of trust on me
& I cheated her . Hais !

And another thing .
Gawd . My so called bestyy
is pissing the hell outta me .
Irritatng me as though she's the
most prettiest woman on earth !
I can't take these kinda people larhs !
I need to move away from her .
But still she got attached with a fellow
yesterday & am happy for her for that !

After a long time Updates !!

2011-03-14T16:48:00.002+08:00

Hello , !
I miss blogging !
So here are some updates ;

I am still going on with Suria .
And it will be 1 year 4 months soon !
Not bad right ? We had many issues & probs
going on.. but we just tried to compromise .
But the thing is , no matter how many obstacles
come along , we still love one another ! (:

Now I don't know whether the india plan will
work out or not ! I was wishing that it will work out
previously , but now I don't want it to ! I will
keep my fingers crossed .

I am starting to hate guys .
All the guys in my life are bad .
And am wishing that at least my boyfriend
won't be like the others ! cos if he did ,
my heart would be shattered . =((

After A long time .

2010-09-23T13:24:00.003+08:00

I'm back !
Hello !
I miss blogging .
But, I don't have anything interesting ,
to blog about either .
Everything in my life is still the same .
Nothing's changed for the better ,
or the worst .

Suria & I are celebrating our
10 mths in 2 days time .. not bad ah !
in 2mths .. we will be done with our 1 year (:
This is the longest r/s I've been in so far !

And my Os are in a mth's time .
And I haven't started mugging yet !
This is scary !

I have to pass ,
in order to go to india &
get enrolled in a good college !

I miss you !

2010-06-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU DAMN MUCH S.SURIA ! :(

Am I Useless ??

2010-06-07T02:17:00.002+08:00

Hello .
I dunnoe if what I think is true ,
but am I not good enough for suria ?

I mean , I don't romance with hym .
And I can't meet hym so often .
Cuz I'm in JB and he's in SG .

And now I'm afraid .
What if something goes wrong ?
Like , I'm not there to watch him .
What if another girl comes into his life ?

Moreover , he has a bubbly personality ,
that will pull many girls attention .

Of course I do trust him .
Infact alot .
But somethings ,
have to be mended .
So yes .

I am trying my best
to be a good girlfriend to him .
But sometimes , I just feel lousy .
Like , who am I to control him ?
And also , I have got this irritating attitude ,
whereby I have this ego & it irritates him alot !

I don't know ,
but just want this to work out .
I'm damn serious with hym .

Long Time No See !

2010-05-30T20:24:00.004+08:00

HELLO !
Whoa after so long I'm posting again !
And life is I don't know going where .
BUT ! The only there things which
keeps me going on is my family , friends &
my one & only love , S.SURIAAA ! (:
Without them , no life !
Am happy that suria & me are still going on .
Though we have some disagreements sometimes ,
I still love him & he still loves me !
We just finished celebrating our 6 mths , so yeah !
And I'm damn serious with him !

Within this few mths many things changed ,
but some things remain the same .
Like how madharn is still a
theeratha vilayattu pillai .
And how annoying my brudder still is .
And mum and dad is still seperated .

And oh yeah ,
I drank margurita , white wine
& coconut juice with vodka
yesterday , and believe me , all tasted good (:
At zon regency hotel (:

Anyway , tmrw's O level tamil paper .
Wish me luck !

Back To Basics .

2010-03-11T16:03:00.002+08:00

Oi . Madharn .
What the hell do you want ?
for what fuck you trying
to see me by coming &
staring at my window all ??

I am already attached .
To a sweetheart , unlike you .
You basically want all
the girls to fall for you right ?
Go ahead . If that will make you happy .
But one fine day , you'll regret .

HAHA . SO FUNNY .
He came under my block ,
when I wasn't at home .
But yesterday only I was telling vithya
that very long never see him at all .
And somemore , first time he came ,
he was wearing ite uniform ,
but then , he went home & came back
with skinnies , a jacket , spiked up hair
& smoking & walking like a gangster !
WHAT THE HELL .

( Based on what I heard from mum & bro )

Vinnaithaandi Varuvaayaa ?

2010-03-11T15:36:00.002+08:00

I & Vithya went to watch
'Vinnaithaandi Varuvaayaa '
Yesterday .

And believe me ,
the movie was awesome !
Realistic acting .
Heart-melting songs
with amazing lyrics .
Beautiful dialouges .
Great direction .
Hats off to Gautham Menon .

I am in love with this man !
He's so stylish & has that
million dollar smile !
(:

I am suprised that many of
my relatives who watched
the movie didn't know
how to appreciate this movie !

Yeah it's a slow moving story .
But you can feel the love
while watching this movie .
People whom are in love will feel it .

Another reason for why I loved the movie
was that in usual movies , all love
in the end is a success .
But in reality ?
Most love ends in failure .
And thats how this movie ends .
So yes . A realistic movie .

What did I do !

2010-03-08T21:59:00.003+08:00

Guess what .
I did something I
have never done in my entire life .
I cried to a guy !
I really do love suria lots !
I have not been so serious
with any guy before ,
but I am very serious with him .

Perhaps , thats why I am always
making him irritated & also
always nagging at him .
And crying too .

But I feel very bad too .
Because I am always trying
to pick up fights with him .
Though he's being very nice to me .
I must change myself .

And I'm being very fickle minded .
Thats my major problem .
I just can't decide things fast .
Because , I always wanna make sure ,
whatever decision I make ,
is the right one .

Anyway , what really got me touched ,
was that he thinks I deserve a better guy .
Because he has got into a case .

Maybe , I deserve a better guy .
But I don't want the better guy .
Because I only love suria .
He's got a golden heart .
I am in love with hys heart .
I might get a better guy .
But I don't think
I 'll fall in love with him .

Yesterday , I wasn't being me AT ALL .

2010-03-07T20:31:00.002+08:00

Hello !
OMG .
Yesterday I had a great day .
With my loves Vithya & Suria !
Though we were just in a small group ,
it was much fun (:

But whoa super tiring luhs .
Walk & Walk & Walk .
My mum will appreciate suria
for one thing .
Because he's making her daughter
to lose weight !
HAHAHA .

Then we sat down at AMK park .
And suria was having fever ,
so he was feeling abit down .
But then I took charge and made
sure he doesn't feel sick ,
so I was trying my level best
to make him irritated & laugh .
And yay ! He did (:

And then , HAHA .
I did something which
I never thought I would ever do !
I forced suria to take
a muacks from me !
I have never forced any guy like
I forced him yesterday!
I was pleading to him for about
45 minutes until he finally agreed !
HAHAHA .

Vithya was like
' Can you two do something FASTER ! '
Then we kissed !
Whoa after like 2 years ,
I kissed someone !

And damn .
Suria really kisses really good (:
But I accidentally pulled
his barbell while kissing !
But he said that pain
also was shiok only !

I fucking hell love him so much !
I don't need any other guy .
All I want & need is him !
I am happy with him .
And I don't think
any other guy will make me
as happy as I am when I'm with him !
I LOVE HIM . I LOVE YOU SURIA .

Happy 3rd mth anniversary bby ! (:

2010-02-26T18:37:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 3RD MONTH ANNIVERSARY SURIA SYG !
I LOVE YOU CHOO MUCH !

I KNOW WE'LL LAST LONG SYG !
EVEN MILES WILL NOT SET OUR HEARTS APART !

3 more days to 3rd mth anni ! (:

2010-02-22T13:00:00.003+08:00

HELLO !

OKAY . I'm stressed !
I haven't done for suria
hys 3rd mth card yet !
goshhh !

And oh yeah .
Today is sugan raj's birthday .
My first crush .
I so wanna wish hym BUT !
I won't !
HAHAHA .
EGO .

Well anyway , I've got a guy now .
He's much better of course !
And I love hym ! (:

Can't wait for this saturday !
It's gonna be fun !

And I fell in love with this song !
Maazhai Neram from Aayirathil Oruvan .

Sorry !

2010-02-10T17:57:00.002+08:00

Helalo ! (:

Hello once again !
Long since I blogged siaa !
That's why !

Okays .
Impt updates .

Mum & Dad's divorce
case will end at april .
I'm happy fer mum .
Sad for dad .
He's gonna suffer .
Too bad for hym .
He deserves it .

Then abt my wonderful boyf .
He's fucking nice !
I love him !
He is a naturally borned joker !
HAHAHA .
He and his ahems ahems !
I mish hym choo much !
Can't wait for 27th !
But whats sad ,
I cun mit my darls on v-day !

And oh yeah .
My last day in singapore is :
MARCH 12 .
Well , so if you guys wanna
mit me , do so before that okays ?

That's all I have fer you all now . (=

Suria's birthday (:

2010-01-11T21:55:00.004+08:00

You n0ee what .
To get someone like suria ,
you have to be damn lucky !

And I got a present today .
A three star chain (:
It was super nice !
Thanks alot dear !

My nose hurts now !

2010-01-04T13:29:00.003+08:00

ouch ! My nose hurts !
I finally pierced my nose !

The guy who pierced my nose
damn cute uhs !
HAHAHA .
He's chinese &
the way he tok reminds me
of one of my classmates !

And my nose looks okay
with the nose stud !
Just that it is a lil
too big . Yeap !
I think by thaipusam
I will change it to
a super tiny ones !

Lalala goes Vanessa !

2009-12-21T22:54:00.004+08:00

So today me went to
Lot 1 to fyn for x'mas clothes .
Got something already so yeah .
But not so satisfied yet luhs !
I think I wanna go fyn something
else !

Ohhs . Then Abu
called me today !
Take the fonee adie
he was like ,
" GOOD MORNING !!! "
I was like ,
" Uhh . Haha . Gd morning ! "
LOL .

kkays , me going to
watch the repeated boys vs girls now .
Will blog soon again ! (:

Long since I posted !

2009-12-21T01:26:00.005+08:00

Latest Updates :

I went to watch vettaikaran .
Damn . Movie was damn power uhs !
Shiok luhs !
Wanna watch it again (:

Then guess what !
I made it to sec fiveee !
Wheeee (:
How great can things get !
I mean , I only thought that
I was gonna pass 2 subjects
and suddenely mdm azizah said :
Vanessa , you made it to sec five !

And you must have saw my face that time .
Like no reaction !
But after that , I started crying !
Cuz I didn't even study much you noee !
I was like heck care !

And it was such a miracle that I passed
all my five subjects !
God is real , I BELIEVE NOW .

Went out with cousins .
Nice chatting with the guys ! (:
Love them much much !

Thats all I've got nows !

Haha .

2009-12-02T17:27:00.008+08:00

Some smiles capture your heart
that very instant !
HAHAHA .

Periya Karthigai 09 .

2009-12-01T18:26:00.005+08:00

So went to temple .
Umm , overall was okayee luhs .
But not as happening as last year's !
Many people were missing !!!

Best part were the urumi melam grps .
Worst part , the sun !

Not bothered !

2009-11-29T21:37:00.004+08:00

Hey everyone !
I'm suddenely so hyper !
HAHAH !

Now I'm in the mood
to makee new friends !
HAHAHA (=
Ellarum vaango palagalaam !

Yesterday I went to mit pearlyn !
And well , we laughed like mad !
She's so comedy luhs !

I love her ! (:

Had fun (:

2009-11-16T20:11:00.007+08:00

Heys !
So todayee ,
I went to watch
paranormal activity
with my two bestfriends :
Ramya & Pearlyn (:

I miss them so much
& I just love them to the max !
They make my woes fly away !
They're very funny ,
& cheerful too !
I'm glad to have got
such friends !

Anyw , paranormal activity
was QUITE scary .
Especially towards the ending .
Hahaha .
But instaed of screaming or crying ,
we three started laughing !
LOLS !
So weird eyhs !

And whats more weird ,
my hp is
VERY free todayee !
Feels kinda weird too .
Hahaha .

Oh then back to the point .
After moviee ,
we went toilet & camwhored
& ppl were looking at us
likee we were aliens or sth .
Thats another weird thing .
LOLS .

OMGGG .
And oh yeah !
I saw someone .
But they didn't !
They were boarding the train ,
that I was alighting .
At cck mrt .
Damn .

And that was the first thing ,
I was telling ramya & pea about ,
after miting them haha (:

And you know what .
I spent too much money today .
Just on subway !
wth .

End of this world is a new beginning .

2009-11-15T15:48:00.007+08:00

I don't know what's
happening to this world ,
but the way its going everyday ,
its going from bad to worst !

I wish the world will end soon ,
and a whole new world will begin ,
and it must be a world of happiness
and purity ONLY .

With no murder,lust,greed or poverty .
Every family or relationships must
only be filled with joy & laughter .

I mean , touch your heart and say .
Are you living a perfect life ?
Its definitely a NO .
So yeah , if god gives us another chance ,
I'm shure we won't take it for granted .

We must try to destroy evil ,
even if it comes to us .
We must pray everyday ,
for god to come into our hearts ,
and then , our hearts
will be as pure as a child's .

Dreams .

2009-11-13T23:31:00.005+08:00

How irritating can it get ,
when you wanna have a good night's
sleep & in your dream ,
the person that you dun ever wanna
see again comes there ???

After sometimee !

2009-11-03T20:26:00.006+08:00

Hahaha .
Heylo !
I miss my blog lah !
LOLS !

ERMMS ,
actually ntg to blog about .
But just for chumma ,
I shall .

Tmrw I & eish going to
watch jennifer's body .
at downtown east .
very boring at homee luhs !

And a good thing .
I'm done with it !

Finally I've got some time
to think about myself !

Whatever !

2009-10-09T22:32:00.005+08:00

Some people .
They test you .
Use you .
Play with your feelings .
And at last say , its nothing !

Like what is this .
Don't try to be funny .

Scared !

2009-09-29T11:46:00.004+08:00

Hahaha .
Oh yeah , then yesterday ,
I was studying all alone in
the kitchen until 3am and that
suria was scaring me to shyt!

He was toking abt a headless black
figure & asking me to look out
my window & gate all !
Haiyo !

BUT !
I took revenge !
Hahaha !
He also later scared adie !

Ramya !

2009-09-26T13:17:00.002+08:00

And yesh !
I toked to ramya
for the whole of recess on thurs !
I was freaking happy you know !

(:
ILOVEMYBESTFRIEND/S.

Omg .

2009-09-26T13:07:00.004+08:00

You can play with her heart .
But there's a limit .
Every girl has a limit ,
cross it &
she's done with you .

Cracks her head !

2009-09-22T10:30:00.005+08:00

Some people are so hard to read !
How I wished I was a psychic !

It's minee !

2009-09-20T14:33:00.009+08:00

When you get the chance , accept .
Cuz if you reject &
one day when you want it ,
it will be somebody else's .

Okieee .

2009-09-15T20:28:00.006+08:00

I don't know why ,
but I easily get convinced
when ppl say a sorry .
Is that likee bad or good ??
No ideaa .

Fun day !

2009-09-12T17:04:00.007+08:00

Haha !
Hell0 !

So yesterday went out
with shiva & eish (:
Had some fun tymee
with them both !

They both are
really nice people !
Hahaha .

Then sara met us .
Then shiva was
telling a jatti crab story . .
and it was sofunny laa !
Hahaha .

Then we all took a bus from marsiling
back to yishun . . then manoj camee .
Whoa , that fellow lykee so tall luhs !
He had to look so down &
toktok to me !
Hahaha .

Yeah laa .
After that I went homee already .

But eventually ,
everything is fine again now .
So yeah man !

Tomorrow can partayyy !
Wheees (:

Northland Macs .

2009-09-08T18:01:00.004+08:00

Hello .
Ytd went to study at macs .
And that too , all alonee !

Hahaha .
But coincidentally ,
sara all camee there . .
so was not so boring !

Heart Attack !

2009-09-04T22:45:00.005+08:00

Today ,I went to mit rada darls
& that idiot sathia
in the afternoon .
Hahaha .

Sathia was being damn funny
& irritating as usual .
Haha . He cute sial !

Rada and me ate at pastamania .
We were camwhoring &
laughing like idiots !
Lols .

Then we left already .
Vithya followed me to yishun .
Then we saw sara ,
manoj & shiva all .
Then I was toking to them .

Hahaha .
Yeah .
And there is a lot moree
that I need to tell ,
but !

I can't cuz I think
I must keep it a secret for now .

I don't care anymoree .

2009-09-04T11:15:00.005+08:00

You know what ??
Why do you bother
what I'm doing ,
when you're not even
bothered about me !

It's just so funny .
Its my life , my wish .
I will do what I want .
Who are you to tell me uhs .

Fresh from my heart !

2009-09-03T17:55:00.004+08:00

To all :
Love is not a game .
I repeat .
Love , is NOT A GAME !

So stop playing with people's hearts !
To all the idiots out there .
Stop lying that they are your life ,
they are you everything .
Just shuddup & go & take care
of your families first luh !

Or if you really wanna prove
your love or what to someone ,
just do one thing .
Go & work .
Earn your own money .
Spend for your loved one with that .
It's enough to impress them !

No need to send long long smses like ,
'I love you so much dear !
I can't imagine life without you !
I'm so fortunate to get someone like you !
No one can tear us apart !
I'll love you til the day I die ! '

BULLSHIT .

Doesn't apply .

2009-08-09T18:56:00.008+08:00

Its true .
Egoism cannot work to somee .

Leave it .

Anyw , ytr
I went to dance arena .
Was quite ok .
hahaha .

Btw , the kunju joke
was super funny !
Hahaha .
And ohyeah ,
the gk prod video
was awesome !

Obsessed (:

2009-07-22T19:43:00.007+08:00

Hello !

Today was lykee damn fun lor !
I , Vithya , Eiswariya , Sabrina ,
Prem , Shiva , Ganja Boi & Kishen
all met & went to watch Obsessed !

Hahaha .
Supposed to watch Harry Potter ,
but eish said it would be damn boring ,
so yeah !
Hahaha .
Prem he so badly wanted
to watch harry potter !!
LOLS .
Me too , but what to do !

Obsessed movie was nicee (:
But we went in latee .
Bcuz the handsomee old men
walked so slowly !
It took them ard 20 mins
to takee the escalator &
comee to cathay !
And they all acted lykee idiots
in the theatre which was ubber cutee !
Actually .
Hahaha .

But what a waste !
We never takee fotos laa .
Urrgghh .
But confirm we will meet again ,
so then we will takee lorr !

Some moree random pix !

2009-07-20T20:26:00.003+08:00

Random Pix ! (:

2009-07-20T20:21:00.001+08:00

Moody .

2009-06-30T19:58:00.003+08:00

Hello !
Whoa .
Two weeks already since I updated !
Lazy laa .

Anyw , first thing .
N levels is in 2 months time !
And , I'm not mugging AT ALL .
I want to go sec 5 ,
but I don't feel lykee
staying one moree year in school laa .
I'd rather go higher nitec !

And I feel mood out .
Don't know why .
Pehaps its because of him ?

CWP outing (:

2009-06-16T22:31:00.005+08:00

Hello !
I , Vithya , Rada , Sophia & Selvi
had lykee so much fun today siak !
We laughed lykee shytt in CWP macs !
And everyone were looking at us hahaha !

We saw a couple of sarukkans too (:
And I finally kannu-kalavuraan
after so longg siak !
Hahaha !

Am gonna miss this laughter !
So , we must meet up sooner again !
(:

And ohyeah !
Selvi going on with RAJIV !
HAHAHA !
MY EX BOYFY !
OMG !
Anyw , good luck to herr !
LOLS !

Wedding photos (:

2009-06-15T14:38:00.004+08:00

Losing hopee .

2009-06-12T19:07:00.004+08:00

You know what .
I am losing hopee .
I think I should givee upp .

But NO .
It's not easy !

This is life .

2009-06-12T19:02:00.003+08:00

LYFFE .
IS IRONIC .
We ignore the people whom love us
& adore the people whom ignore us .
How funny can things get ?

I had to ask myself this question .
And my answer was . .
this is all fate .
Ntg is up to us . .
it all happens for some reason .
Thats my opinion .

IlOveeyoO !

2009-06-10T11:47:00.006+08:00

I am going CRAZY !
Its the second time FOR REAL
I'm feeling this !

But he does not look lykee
he will go on serious
with any girl !

Anyw ,
I've got egoism .
so I will never admit
it to him eitherr .
I dunno lah !
I am like CONFUSED !

But really like him so much !
Nvmind .
We shall wait and see .

BUT STILL , HE'S THE NERD THAT I WANT !
HAHAHAHAH !
I KNOW !
VANESSA'S GOING CRAZYYYYYY !

Latest Updates !

2009-06-08T21:41:00.004+08:00

Hello !
Finally I found some time to update my blog (:
K , gonna make it quick :

* That Sara bastard has a new gf
and I am so happy for him . . but pity his gf ! (:
Hope that He won't gold dig from herr !
Hahah !

* I went to RP today for AEM and farkkk !
RP is simply the best !
Its super huge & beautiful
and the facilities for students there . .
are so good ! RP has gotta be my next destination !
And for that , I am gonna study hard ! (:

* Went to play bowling that day !
And I broke record !
I got 0 for all the columns =p
Hahah !
I wasted my uncle's money man !
First time player lah . . thats why !

* I'm falling deeper & deeper . .
and I dunnoe what to do !
I don't wanna hurt in the end !
He hasn't called me for days already !
And I am going crazy !!!
HELPPPP !

* 9 more days and I am sweetSIXTEEN ! (:

Gonna miss you BLOG !

2009-05-27T18:27:00.003+08:00

OKAY !
I'm gonna not blog for 1 month .
Because of my bad results !
I'd rather spend that time
all for studying !

And I'm removing my tagbox for now .
And when I'm back ,
I will make a new one .
And , if any other spammings
come about then ,
I WILL CHECK IP ADDRESS !
And that fucker will get it from me , seriously !
No guts to write their own name ,
but can talk so much lah !
Their mother never teach them basic manners !
HAHAHAH !

And if my haters are reading this ,
hate me as much as you want lah !
I fucking ain't gonna bother !
Go and fuck frogfaces (:

And to my lovables ,
ILOVEYOO guys !
Will be back soon !
MUACKS AND TAKKAIRES ! (:

Two of a Kind .

2009-05-20T19:06:00.006+08:00

He needs to be whacked ,
SERIOUSLY .
He can say he doesn't know me ?
What about the one year
that we were together ?

And I hate it
when ppl act like they dunno
anithing when they know everitink !

And OMFG !
My ex-bestfriend
talked to me today !
Once in a blue moon man !
She ran up to me &
started talking !
I was so happy !
But yeah , just for 2 minutes .
But thats okay !
At least she talked right ?

Feduppp .

2009-05-17T20:59:00.003+08:00

Everyone's in the mood for love .
EXCEPT ME .
Why ?
Because I'm fedup of LIES .

I miss her .

2009-05-15T15:35:00.003+08:00

I miss my bestfriend .
We were like best friends
for three years plus .
We were not just best friends ,
but can even say sisters !
We used to crap around
and hangout all ,
but now , we are just
' hi & bye ' friends .

Very sad lah .
But what can I do ?
She's found her new best friend .
I mean yeah , me too but still !
I don't know what happened also !
We just drifted apart like that !
And she doesn't seem sad eitherr !

We just see each other in school ,
smile and walk away .

This is even worst than breaking up
with your boyfriend man !
I can even do that and not cry
but your best friend ?
It is fucking hard .
And I don't think I can do
anything to fix it either .
Nvm , just leave it .

Sometimes , things happen
just the way we don't want it to be .
What can we do ?
Have to just accept it
and learn to move on .

Hilarious !

2009-05-11T16:19:00.005+08:00

From today onwards ,
this ATM machine ,
is not gonna werk for anyone anymore (:

PROMISE !

p.s : unless its a life & dead thingy .

Mother's day dinner .

2009-05-10T13:29:00.008+08:00

Went for a mother's day show yesterday .
Was quite boring .
BUT !
The dancefloor was happening !
I danced for like a hour !
And now my knees pain !
Hahah !

And what suprised me most ,
was that even old ladies
were not shy
and . .
were dancing !
Not bad ah !

All very sporting already nowadays ,
unlike the older times !
good !

Ditch that male Bitch .

2009-04-24T14:07:00.009+08:00

Guess what ?
I was right .
And when did I
become his mother ?
I don't know !
Very funny .
I've seriously
got no comments !
F*ck it la .
Ain't bothered .
Its the last time .
Guys can ACT .

Bury the bastard .

2009-04-18T22:00:00.011+08:00

OMGGG .

Okay .
He messaged me .
All of a sudden !
And I know why .
Because this month's ending .
And he needs me desperately .
If you know why ,
keep it to urself .
And if you're wondering ,
keep wondering .

Hello .

2009-04-17T22:11:00.011+08:00

And ,
my friend ,
is so nice to talk to !
No matter how sad or stressed
you are ,
he can make it all fly away !
Love him (:

Panguni Uthiram .

2009-04-10T11:42:00.011+08:00

Panguni was fucking fun !
But now that it has ended ,
Have to wait for a whole year more :(

My yackings .

2009-04-06T19:41:00.005+08:00

Hell0 .

Nth to update ,
but just one thing .

I effing hate it to see
that my clique of friends
have gone their own seperate ways !
VERY VERY sad : (
Why can't things just go back
to the way they were in sec 1 !
How much fun we used to had !
The laughter ,
the small childish fights
and all .
Yeahh .

50th posting !

2009-04-04T19:43:00.004+08:00

Heys !

Went to watch arunthati .
The movie was good (:
Had fun !

Stud .

2009-04-03T19:51:00.006+08:00

Finally !
I pierced my second earhole !
And nah ,
it wasn't as pain as I thought
it would be .
Just like a red ant's bite .
Thats it .

New Friend !

2009-04-02T19:14:00.006+08:00

Hello !

I made a new friend today !
and he's very nice !
Hahah .

The after school ,
I went to get contact lens
with eiswariya .
Got groovy green !
Was nice (:

Updates .

2009-03-29T19:54:00.006+08:00

Congrats to me !
I pierced for eish her cheeks !
First time ever I did piercing
for anyone lah !

And , I don't understand
why some guys treat their girls
worst than anything !
Guys like that shud be buried alive
or burnt to death seriously .

After 3 long months ,
I am vodkafied !
Hahah !
Understood ?

Bored sial !

2009-03-26T18:20:00.006+08:00

Hello !
Guess what !
Rathi was in the same lift
as sathish !
Confirm she would have been
grasping for air !
I mean who wouldn't !
He is so hot !

And yesterday was a bad day .
She went insane .
I've never seen her
like this before ..
very shocking & sad ..
Only god can help her .

Shivaani 's Birthday !

2009-03-22T21:39:00.007+08:00

Hello !
Let me talk about
the birthday party .

Jay Ganesh was the host !
OMFGGG .
HE'S SUPER HANDSOME !
And he's like superr fun &
friendly toos !
Not stuck up all (:
On total , he ROCKED !
Hahahah .

And of course ,
The DJ was ubber cute !
He was simple & polite !
I admire simple & polite guys !
Hahah .

And hahah ,
I had the chance
to talk to him (:
Bcuz my brudder &
my cuz sista danced &
I needed to inform the DJ ,
when to stop the song .
Wheee (:

And Shivaani baby
was choo cute luhs !
Hahah .
I loved her hotpink
& black dress with sequins !
It was so beautiful (:

But the highlight of the burfdae ,
had to be the dancefloor !
It was the BEST !
I was the first to start dancing ,
& the last to end it !
Hahah .
A night to remember man !
And good thing was that ,
people were sporting !

Hahah .
Another sad thing , Sathia
left even before
the dance floor sial !
PANDIII !
Hahah .
And oh yeah ,
the kids want to make me & him
a pair .
OMG !
I mean .. umm I don't mind ,
but HELLO !
He's my close brudder !
So , NO NO !

It's broken .

2009-02-25T22:15:00.004+08:00

There is this silence
in my house now .
Its so weird & disturbing .
And I don't know what to do .
Really .

Had fun on V - Day !

2009-02-15T20:26:00.007+08:00

So I had a wonderful
valentine's day yesterday !
I dated my galfwend & cuz brudderr
togetherr !
How much fun can it get !
We three krapped like ALORT !
Hahah !

We three met up at JP .
But since we found it a lil boring ..
we went to vivocity !
Yepps !

Sathia was superrr funny la !
I myself , cannot tahan him ..
imagine how did rada tahan him !
He was disturbing us
& we were disturbing him
& we had so much fun !
L0lx .

BUT !
What got us a lil irritated ..
was when we saw couples
holding bouquets and roaming ard !
Urrrgh !
So , Rada & I asked Sathia
to buy us the big velvet roses
selling in toys r us ..
but he nvr !
He's a bloody piggy luh !
Hahah !

And then , I heard that ,
Sathia's ex-gal saranya ,
is also Rajiv's ex !!
WTH !
He has got ex all over singapore
I think !
The wonder when I asked him
' How many ex do you have ? ' ..
he said ' why la you wanna know ?
umm .. 5 ? ' reluctantly !
Kaduvule !
Rajiv Rajiv !

Then we left at 5:30 pm ,
so we wished each other goodbye
& left .. rada went to mit sophia ..
Sathia went for a wedding ..
& I went to mit anu sithi ,
to catch 'The case of Benjamin Buttons . '

Gawdd .
The movie sucks man !
I would only give 2 / 10 for that movie !
It was so horrible .. & draggy & boring
& long that I & sithi gave up &
left the theatre before even the movie ended .
I only reached home at 12am !
Hahah !
1st time in 15 years ..
that I've ever came home alone so late !

Anti - V - Day .

2009-02-13T17:59:00.007+08:00

Ok !
So today is not so bad .
It was okok ..
got quite interesting stuffs
happen today also .

Hahah .
The first sweet thing
that happened to me today
was that Wei Liang gave
me & the girls kinder bueno
& wished us happy v-day !
He's superrr sweet la dey !
I wish I cudd find a boyfy like him !
My sweetheart rocks ! (:

Then today , ms foo asked sugan
to stand up in the hall because ,
as usual , he was day dreaming again !
Hahah !
And my class ppl were like teasing me
cuz of that .

Yepps thats it .
And tml is valentine's day .
But this year , I'm spending it
with Sathia & Radha !
Hahah !
Yay (:

Heartpain sial !

2009-02-10T19:08:00.009+08:00

Okayye .
Today nth much happened .
Class was okok la .

Then oh yeah ,
yesterday , my 'thangachi' ,
divya , called me
& we were talking & I was shocked !
She was my ex's ex-gal !

Thaipusam 09`. Part 2 .

2009-02-09T18:41:00.003+08:00

Night :

Actually we didn't feel like going ,
bcuz we were darn tired ,
but since our uncle agreed to drive us
to & back , we said yay !
And we dressed up .
And then left the house .

Then when I was in the car ,
rada msged me that it was so boring &
got no kavadis & she was going back !
I was like 'WTF !' la .
I was so disappointed !
Then we reached there ..
& what rada said was true !
There were a lil kavadis only !
I was like damn frustrated luh then !
Then I asked uncle to go nearby ,
the third temple ..
& he went la
& luckily sial !
We turned !
Bcuz the whole crowd was there now !
I was like 'Phew ! '.

Then we got down the car ,
& walked to the kavadi lane .
Whoa . Gt so many kavadi la !
I think rada was standing near
the starting temple .. thats why !

Wl . Got so many indian young guys luh .
How I wish I was officially single !

But one guy really amazed me .
Bcuz nt many guys care abt ppl .
But this guy , was so considerate !
And he was kinda cute too !
I have a crush on him now !
But sadly , I don't think
I will ever see him again .. :(
Haix ..

Then .. it was getting late ,
so we had to make a move ..
& I was choo sad la !
But my uncle was good ,
so he drove along the kavadi path !
So sweet of him !
And I could kannu-kaluvuraan while
in the car !
Best laa !

(:

And now , I can't wait for panguni !
But got 2 months !
Alamak !

Just Pics !

2009-02-09T18:23:00.006+08:00

Get ready to roll the drums !

HAHA . They look as if they wanna bash up ppl !

Sunglass gets dirty !

Hahah ! 3 men butts ! A random pic !

This anneh best la ! He only pose nicely !

Thaipusam 09` .

2009-02-09T16:54:00.007+08:00

Morning :

I went for my mama's kavadi .
He carried the idumban kavadi .
First I thought won't have much ppl all
bcuz indian guys LOVE to sleep alot
& they whr la will wake up
early in the morning all ?

BUT !
I was suprisingly wrong !
Wahh . Got so many sarukkan all la !
Hahah !
seriously , whats thaipusam like ,
without them ?
Can you imagine ..
what if thaipusam is full of Ooru karans?
Hahah .
That would be so irritating luh .

Anyways , coming back to the topic ,
there were abt 10 sarukkans ,
just for my mama's kavadi
and they were quite ok actually !
But too bad !
My mama told me beforehand alr ,
that I must address all his friends as 'anneh' !
Wahh .
And I said 'ok !' .
Lols .

Then got this guy called kattai viki la .
He's short , but he's super kecho laa !
We were all waiting inside the temple ,
for like veryyy long .

Then my school boys ( Satish & Co.) ,
played urumee .. and I thought they were very good !
Bcuz new year prayers at the muneeswarar temple ,
they also played , but it wasn't so nicee
Yeah . So I was enjoying seeing them playing .

Then another urmee melam grp started playing also ..
but yeah , they were better than my school boys ,
so I looked who is it la .
It was the 'Sree Veenayagar Urumee Melam' !
Haiyo !
I kena heart attack sial !
The whole group know me somemore !
Kaduvule .. they were directly opp me ,
& all were looking ..
so I turned away la .

And then I saw rajiv ..
my ex-guy !
Then I was telling mum that ,
that was rajiv & she was like ok !
Wahh he ah , purposely come
and stand near me ,
but act as if he nvr see liddat .
Hahah !

Anyway , after that we left the temple la .
Then my so-called 'annehs' were all
damn kecho la . They were choo cute
& funny ! . It was fun walking with them la !
And the kattai viki ar , super cute la !
Bcuz everyone was getting restless ,
so he asked his friends to play the
'Vaada Mapilley'song loud loud
& he & his friends ..
danced in the middle of the road sial !
So cute they dance !
Hahah .. they were doing chicago all !

Then one guy said ' Kattai Viki avarukku'
Then everyone shouted 'aarogara !'.
L0ls !

And whoa , finally we finished ! (:

Unlucky .

2009-02-03T16:33:00.010+08:00

Okaye .
Today was a super unlucky day for me .
Firstly , my name got sent to the DM .
Secondly , I was sent outside the class ,
to stand for 1 hour .
Thirdly , I was asked to stayback .

I want yuh ! Not hym !

2009-01-31T13:07:00.005+08:00

Haylow .

Anyway ,
I was in PEACE for 1 week ..
BUT !
How long can I be ?

HE msged me up .
Talking c*ck story ..
that ' I just wanna tell you
that I love you very much dear ! '
FUCK LA .
I'm so damn fedup .
He's given me too much stress already .
How can I love him ??
Thats why my mind can't stop wandering
to other guys !
No one can blame me !

And this is to everyone :
Never blame a girl ,
for being a playa ..
bcuz sometimes ,
she's really got no choice .

[You'll understand this ,
if you go through what
you call a complicated
relationship .]

Ok , leave that topic .

F*cking fedup .

2009-01-29T16:35:00.004+08:00

I'm fedup of you .
I'm fedup of your love .
I'm fedup of your lies .
I'm fedup of the promises .

I really loved you so much
but you proved yourself unworthy .
I tried to give in each time ,
but you never stop your nonsense .

Seriously ,
no girl could have tolerated
how much I have tolerated .
You say you love me la ..
this one la that one la ..
& call me up everyday ,
until you get what you want .
Then you disappear
for long .
What am I ???

In this 9 months with you ,
never in a minute ,
have you made me happy .
But I ??
Have been trying to make you
happy & more happier.
But even though ,
I tolerated all these ,
just because ..
I loved you .

But there's a limit
for everything ..
& you've crossed mine already .
So , this time for real ,
I'm leaving ..
I wanna say goodbye .

La la land .

2009-01-29T16:23:00.006+08:00

Harlows .
Okay ,
so today also
I never go to school .
Now I've got feverr .
Urrgh .

Staying at home is so boring ..
BUT ! Definitely better
than going to school luhs .
Hate school so much .
Hate exams even more !
Ayio ..

I wanna go BMC private school !
Its like super cool luh !
They treat you like adults there .
No rules & regulations
& there's no reason
to act rebellious against them !
How perrfect is that ?
Unlike school !
Urrgh .
But my stoopit dad won't send me one !
Farkk siak .

Oh yeah ,
I'm like so excited
for thaipusam man !
Hahah .
I'm gonna wear 'pavadai' !
Gonna go tailor it .
It's dark hotpink & black
with crystal stone works !
yeah .. and it's very very nice too !
But first , must lose weight la .
Thats why every night ,
I'm drinking cranberry tea !
Then I shall go & rebond my hair
on that day itself & ta-da !
Hahah .

So Sick .

2009-01-28T11:05:00.006+08:00

Heylow .
Gawdd ,
I feel like so sick la .
I didn't go to school also .
My body aches like sh*t la .
Haiyo ..
Anyways ,
just to kill time ,
I planned to blog .

So Rada darlink ,
called me up yesterday ..
& I'm so proud of her man !
She's changed alot !
It takes alot of courage
to stand up for yourself
& sh*t care abt what others talk abt ya .
And she did it !
I'm very happy for herr !
Rada rocks ! (:

Anyways ,
we're planning to
go to thaipusam
& wash eyes together ..
so yeah !
Bcuz we miss each other
so damn much !
The last time I met her
was last year ,
early october !
We've got alot to catch up on !
Yaya !

And omfg .
I heard Bharrany's attached
with a girl in his BMC man !
Hahah .
Happy for him ..
but I hope that he's serious abt it la .
Bcuz flirting is his past time what !
Anyway brudder ,
make this girl happy okay !
Hahah .

And oh yeah ,
I watched a local indian drama ytd ,
can't rmb the name though .. sth mannal .
and I teared !
It was such a beautiful love story ,
that anyone can relate it
to their lives .
Its about memories ..
& how painful yet beautiful
can love be ..
haiyoo ..
damn nice siak .
I didn't thought that local dramas
can actually be this good !
I'd give two thumbs up for it !
Yayaaaa .

And to end this off :

F*ck those b*stards
whom don't know
how to treat or respect girls !
I & Rada are so damn fedup !

You don't understand .

2009-01-26T14:55:00.005+08:00

" You don't understand how it feels like ,
to love a girl & one day ,
you'll wish you were a better man . "

I'm bored to death .

2009-01-26T13:54:00.005+08:00

Heyl0w there !

Okay ..

I've got quite a few things to update you on ..

and here they are !

Eiswariya said that warren thinks that

I don't like him & thats why

I don't talk to him .

But N0O!

Thats not true leh .

I am not very sociable .

Especially to guys ya know .

Yepps thats the ONLY reason !

I even think Warren is a nice guy .

maybe I'll try to talk more to him luhs .

Then I went to Villu again yesterday .

But with my relatives luh .

Sathia came too !

Hahah .

That idiot was super funny luh .

I can never stop laughing

when he's with me !

He LOVED the movie !

*note sacarsms*

And he looked handsome yesterday luh .

With his army hairstyle & stud !

I told him that he looked nice ,

but he never believe me !

Anyway ,

I love my brudderr !

Sathia rocks (:

Haiyo ,

Saturday I went to Boon Lay la .

Wahh . Fark .

The place is turning out to be

ooru-karan territory siak .

I was damn pissed off .

I mean , they mind their

own bloody business also nvm .

But always look as if

they gonna swallow us liddat .

I was pona angry la .

Urrrggghhh .

Haiyo ,

Then in the morning just now ,

I had a phone call la .

My hp cannot see

the incoming call numbers .

So anyway , I picked up .

It was unknown girl's voice :

Me : Hello ?

She : Hello ? Is this Sara's friend ?

Me : Yes ?

She : Oh ok , guess I called the wrong number then .

She : Bye .

Me : Bye .

Like what the hell siak .

First of all , she sounds like some bitch .

Second , she has got no phone manners .

Thirdly , how could she have called

the wrong number ,

if she knews who am I ?

So stoopit .

But who's this girl ,

is a lil mystery ..

Oh ya ,

just now I was watching this drama

in Vasantham and its called 'Nari' .

I thought that it was quite nice !

Its about how lying alot

can lead one man to the roads !

And I'm so f*cking fedup

with someone ,

but I've really got no other choice ,

but to stick with it .

Sorrows .

2009-01-23T21:43:00.004+08:00

" Sorrows only speed up pains delivery.
Turn all those regrets into memories.
Life doesn't wait for you to get a good grip.
So stop biting your bleeding lip. "

Ling Ar Ling !

2009-01-23T17:06:00.009+08:00

Heyl0w !

Okayy ...

so ytd , I , Eis & my brother went to

marsiling krishnan temple !

L0ls .

Then we were on our way back

& guess who we saw ?

I saw iskandar.

Wahh .

I didn't expect him to be there la .

I was like laughing & laughing !

Wahh .

And my brother purposely somemore

calling his name loud loud siak !

Haiyo !

But I think he never recognize me so phew !

And btw , the wdlands sec guy beside him

looked kinda cute I tink ?

HAHAH .

Yeah , & thats all for ytd .

And today ,

the most happening thing

was assembly & CNY celebration .

During assembly mohan was talking

& talking laa ..

then manjula a.k.a teddy bear said to him

" eh you go & sitting there." ! .

Her english POWER siak !

Hahah .

And CNY celebration was the funniest EVER !

I've never enjoyed any CNY celebration

like I did for this one siak !

All thanks to Mr.B ,

the ppl whom appeared in the video

& choir ppl ofcuz !

You ROCK .

Hahah .

Haiyoo .. pona funny la dey !

I laughed & laughed until

I was crying already !

And seeing Amirul ,Eddie

& the N(T) indian guys laughing ,

made me wanna laugh more !

Hahah .

Pill To Kill .

2009-01-20T18:51:00.005+08:00

" Only if there was
a pill to kill boredom .. " .

Me love .

2009-01-20T15:58:00.006+08:00

I'm bored .
I'm super duper f*cking bored siak .
I don't know what the hell to do also .
I have been like slacking the whole day .
Never go sch also .
Life is boring luhh .
Nothing interesting happening also .
Okay ..
Nvm,I shall talk about my life .
And how much have I changed .

I used to be the student
which all teachers liked ..
I used to be the daughter
which all parents would want .
I used to be the girl ,
which all guys would respect .
until sec 3 started .

I f*cking don't know
what happen to me also .
I changed ALOT .
Last year was the year
which my life had a major turn .
I had S0o many problems
that sometimes ,
I even broke down and cried .
But now when I think back & see ,
the things which I cried for ,
were not worth my tears !
Yeah ..

I mean I still have
those probs going on now also ,
but I ain't gonna cry !
I'm gonna be a strong girl
& face whatever might come .
I've got the power .
I shall have hope in god
& pray to him ..
& I shall believe things will change
to be a lil` better .

Believe in god .
Believe in yourself too .
(:

P .S : Eiswariya , me miss you too darlz !

As well as Rada & Saravanan Balakrishnan toos (:

U'll be crushed if you crush .

2009-01-19T20:00:00.013+08:00

Finally I'm able to get my blog a whole new look
& its all thanks to my darlink Eiswariyaaa (:
Yeah babe , you ROCK ! (:

Happy Happy HAPPYYY (:
Hahah.
I didn't go school today
& you don't need to know why eitherr .
And eiswariyaa was mad at me
for not coming to school !
So sorry babe !
It really hurts la .

And oh ya,
I and sara got back in contact again ..
So I'm attached officially !
Hahah .

I'm so bored siak .
So to kill time ,
I shall blog about 4N8.
Seriously,
this class ROCKS man !
I love everyone in it !
They're so cool
plus , they ain't cold hearted people.
They're SUPERRR friendly toos (:
I'm having a grrreat time in this class !
I had enough suffering with SOME PPL alr .
At least my second last year in this sch is great !
And I'm super duper HAPPY !
And sch is better now !
And having gone to N(A)
definitely is betterrrr.

Thats all I have!
Takkaires` (:

New Year Prayers (:

2009-01-01T14:25:00.014+08:00

Hello!

first day of a new year was so happening laa.

So as I said yesterday,

I,my dad & my bro went to the muneeswarar temple

which is located inside a industrial in yishun.

I thought not much people would turn up

becuase the temple in very inside

& you can't see it from out..

But when I turn up there..

I was shocked!

It was so crowded laa!

It was like Panguni crowd!

Goshh..

And yeah,there were alot of guys to kannu-kaluvuraan all.

but I didn't bother to laa...

AHHA..skinny pants..collar up..piercings everywhere..

nike or adidas watch..spiked up hair..bermudas..hats..scarfs..

LOL!

I mean admire guys whom dress up like that..

BUT,I dunnoe why..

I just didn't feel like kannu-kaluvuraaning today laa..

Hmmphs...

Ok..so lets leave this topic.

Oh yaa..I can't believe that the 'Kangal Irandal' song

came first among 100 song laa..I was shocked!

And 'Nakka Mukka' wasn't even top 10 laa..hahah.

And the song I voted for,(the anjaley song)

came in 8th!

Like WTH.

The rankings very so funny..

Palanadhu came in second

& happy new year came in third.

HAHAH..yaaru pattu???

Namma Illaiya Thalapathi pattule!(:

Anyways tomorrow school starting already.

Haiyoo...so fedup laa..why must go school??

FUCK.

Okies then..takkaire!

Happy New Year (:

2009-01-01T00:19:00.008+08:00

Hellos.
Happy New Year People!
Lets welcome the year 2009 together!!!
Lets all pray that the year 2009 will be a smooth
and a good one for all of us and give us peace,prosperity
& hope.

Many of us might have committed some wrongdoings
& might be regretting what you've done
& be feeling down because of it.

But HEY!
This is a new year..so start anew yaa..
forget your bad past and make your future to be a good one
starting from today itself!

I mean thats what I'm gonna do.
I've also had quite bad stuffs & unfortunate events
happen to me last year..
like in family & love issues..
they all were like screwed up
and because of this,
I didn't do well in my studies
& got transferred from express to N(A).

Kinda sad huh?
But what else to do..
its over..I can't do anything else.
Have to bear with it..
Because it's my fault too.
So I've gotta help myself..
& how am I gonna do that?
To do my N levels well..
& go to sec 5 & do O levels well too
& can go poly already!

Yeshh...
Because I'm 15 & in this age,
nth is more impt than studies.

Yepps..so guys,
be a good child to your mummy & daddy.
And for me,even if not for my dad,
I will still be a good child to my dearest justinaaa.
Because she trusts & loves me so much..
& for a fact,no one can love you more in this world
than your parents.
Especially your mummy.

Ok then..gtg sleep nows..
because have to go temple at 8am..
muneeswarar temple laaa..
got urumee melam,paal kodam all tmr..so yeah!
gudnyte & loves!

Black out !

2008-12-26T13:57:00.004+08:00

I and mum drank a whole bottle
of jacobs creek finish
in just a single night !
And we both were damn drunk !
Dad found out !
And damn ,
I and mum kena nicely
just because of that .
Heck care lah .
I wanna drink my business what !
Why he care ??

Home Sweet Home!

2008-12-14T20:53:00.004+08:00

Finally!!
I'm back from penang !
I miss singapore !
Even though I was away f0r 5 days only .
SERIOUSLY , once I stepped into singapore ,
I felt this sense of relieve !

Anyway,the trip was fun .
Penang is a beautiful island .
love the hills &
the beach which is surrounded .
But to really enjoy ,
you should rent a car .
& thats what we did !
And we had the bestest food !
Especially the nasi kandar
at perlita restaurant !
It was damn good !
But the laksa &
hokkien mee there ,
are totally different from
what it is here in singapore la .
nice only .
but sure cannot beat singapore in food!
well , except for one thing .
The chendol!!.
God , I used to hate chendol .
but after trying it in penang .
I can say its one
of my cravings for now !
So damn nice !

And , to end off this post ,
I can't believe the year
is coming to an end
in 2 weeks time already !
So fast , but so many things happened .
more bad things than good things but ,
so , to start off well next year ,
I'm gonna write my new year resolutions.

Resolutions:
____________

1)Family comes first !

2)Don't keep much with guys .

3)Must study damn hard next year .

4)Make many new friends .

5)Must try to go to school EVERYDAY !

6)Cut down on drinking .

7)Don't give a fuck about what others
wanna talk about me . . after all , its MY life !

8)Be confident!!

9)Be the most sweetest girl EVER !

10)Try to laugh in a more natural way!!